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LAWLz

new blog?

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Live laugh love

that's way to go

but I cannot show you the way... even though I suck at helping people ><

but you must find your own way :]

LAWLz What's going on yo?!

I erno but something makes tonight feel GREAT!

Having my cousins and their two kids over for dinner.

I usually dread the kids not really but a little but w/e

I was just sitting and eating and all of sudden I believe i started a convo

about food because my cousin my HELLLZUH GOOOOD CLAM CHOWDER and CEAZAR SALAD!

And like like I actually held a convo with my cousin AND MOM <---- ZOMG ZOMG

and and and we were hella laughing!!!!!!!!! zomg it was like wowowowowowow it was a good time haha :]

ZOMG I HAVENT EATEN SALAD LIKE I DID TONIGHT WTFX RIGHT?! xD

I'm feel bubbly BWHAHAHAHAHA...

Maybe its cause I'm not studying Alg 2 as well I gave up its not really worth it because all I wanted to do was feel smart in the eyes of my friends that's the only reason why I wanted to skip Alg 2 so not worth it yo STRESS FREE!!!! I just need to go hella bomb that test monday now and I'm good yo! xDDDD

kk i think i'm done :P

I think I'm going to blog more like once everyday like journaling basically on the happy times or just about my day :]

How about something not depressing =D

Well being in charge of 7 pm Saturday Mass at St Patrick's is quite fun now or was today

We had a whole bunch of new members come into today it was omg it's a miracle haha

and best of all they were mostly girls like seriously every week only boys were helping out it was like zomg wtfx x] so yea today was inspiring/exciting to have so many new members :DDDDDD

How a Child Learns

If a child lives with criticism – He learns to condemn

If a child lives with hostility – He learns to fight

If a child lives with ridicule – He learns to be shy

If a child lives with shame – He learns to be guilty

If a child lives with tolerance – He learns to be patient

If a child lives with encouragement – He learns confidence

If a child lives with praise – He learns to appreciate

If a child lives with fairness – He learns justice

If a child lives with security – He learns to have faith

If a child lives with approval – He learns to like himself

If a child lives with acceptance and friendship,

He learns to find love in the world.

Anger. Hatred. Grudges. Fights. Shadyness. Dishonesty.

Is that what my family has come to?

So I just got my computer fixed yesterday yay...

And my mom all of sudden is hella pissed off to day because of this program my half-sister's husband installed on my computer if you want to know just ask about it. Forget what its called.

Anyways I also got $100 from my aunt on my dad's side. My mom just started ranting on me about how shady, dirty, with all those nice Viet swear words my dad's side was. And its a lot of anger and i was like okay that's not very good in my head... then she pushes the surprise button......

She said taht she's honestly really not happy being with my dad because he's a dumbass and has done stupid things. She said the only reason why she's staying with him is because of Justin and Alex you know she doesn't want them to live in a broken family...HAr....har.......

As for me, my aunt that gave the $100 might be coming over next week... what a pleasant surprise............................. I mean I don't mind that

but like with all the shit that's going on now... not the best choice.

My mom said she's the worst of them all..

So yea after ranting about how evil and dirty they all were..

My mom said: you're old enough now..
you know what's right/wrong follow my path some thing like that or do the right choice and listen to your mother or something...

but then she said if you dont... and you follow your bastard of a dad.. from that point onward, the moment you follow your dad.. I will cease to acknowledge your existence in my life... and you will never call me mother again.

cry cry cry

way to put me in the middle.....

I need to get out of the house please just pick me up and drop me off somewhere.
somewhere away from this fucking hell hole...

Fuck me >.>

So yea for those who know about the letter I wrote to my mom...

She found it and read it to day GOOD FUCKING GAME >.>


She asked me what it was she told me she skimmed it

Shes i'm pretty sure pissed

When she asked what it was I said uhh that was from along time ago and umm dont worry about it... UHH OMG FUCKING GOOD GAME sigh*

I was so proud of myself and everyone was like yea go Edbert! and i thought i changed something for the better but i guess not...cry...